About me

I am a nature girl, heart and soul.
I am a true peace advocate.
I am a die-hard romantic.
I am a morning person.
I am a weather woman.
I am a jiujitsu fighter.
I am a grey-eyed girl.
I am a summer baby.
I am an ocean child.
I am a synesthete.
I am an islander.
I am a dreamer.
I am a writer.
I am me.

Monday, March 7, 2011

I wonder if humans can deflate

I'm guessing not, but that's kind of how I'm feeling right now. I feel weird. I'm shaking, for reasons best known to the 80% of my brain I can't access, I am gaining weight, and I'm always incredibly hungry, but I'm not eating because I don't want to throw up. I am exhausted, but I can't sleep. My room is a mess and I really want to clean it but I'm like, weak. I physically can not get off this bed. I am a mess of contradictions.
I guess I'll be okay, though. I'm not dead yet. I am going to go downstairs and make a smoothie now. That's what I do when I am seriously whacked out, is make a smoothie. I'm thinking raspberries, strawberries, maybe some banana. Ha ha. Now you know I'm messed up. I hate banana.

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